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sweetsamofmine:

Would love some input from my dash on this snippet from Jensen’s interview because everything about Carver’s interview was put into a great perspective and balanced out nicely with Jared’s interview… but this shit.

No.

I’m exhausted of this being the pattern —that no matter WHAT stupid bullshit Dean pulls, as assbackwards or hypocritical as it may be, Sam is still the one painted in a more negative light— and while it’s not surprising or OOC for this to once again be the pattern they fall in to, I was hoping for change?????

~~[Like was all the shit from last season building up to nothing? To not breaking us free of the awful abusive cycle we’ve been in for years? What was the point of how awful things got if literally we are going to fall back into Dean being shitty, Sam being rightfully upset, Dean being mad that Sam is upset, Sam apologizes for being upset and they move on without Dean apologizing for shittiness, Sam tries to prove himself to Dean, it’s never good enough, aaaaaand repeat. Was the darkness and the fighting NOT to bring us out of that deep pit of a valley to a much higher place afterward, with lessons learned and self discovery??? IS IT ACTUALLY TRUE THAT EVEN TURNING INTO A DEMON BECAUSE OF HIS DUMB FUCKING DECISIONS WON’T SHOW DEAN HOW WRETCHED HE IS????

Why do I want to circle this drain again? It was painful and unfair the first 30 times we did this to Sam. Can I have no nice things?]~~

I mean… I’m trying to hold out and wait and see how things go before I call it problematic, but … I mean… …. …. … .. not sure what to think here.

Except…

If that’s what they want to do with Dean I’m actually more upset for Dean’s character than Sam’s?? Because what a completely useless character if he is literally incapable of owning and learning from his CATASTROPHIC mistakes, omg. It’s a huge disservice to him.  

There were quotes in Carver’s interview that contradict this POV from Jensen and the interviewer, though:

That’s the real conflict that’s within [Dean] right now when he’s a demon. Because it is him. He’s not unaware of what he’s doing.

So like… the interviewer says "So it might be more about what Sam did than what Dean did, because he didn’t have control of himself?” and Jensen nods, but that isn’t true according to Carver.

So maybe Jensen hasn’t read all the scripts yet and doesn’t really know exactly where things are going yet, or maybe Carver feels this way about where it’s going but it doesn’t come through the scripts? OR maybe Jensen is just… nodding so the interview will be over faster

I

D

K

My immediate feeling was the Jensen didn’t really know, I doubt they’ve read that far ahead in the scripts yet, I think they are usually only an episode or two ahead of what’s being filmed (Jared said he hadn’t read the script for Ep5 yet and he seems to usually be ahead of Jensen in script reading), so yeah I felt he was mostly nodding to end the interview faster because he didn’t really have an answer. Also maybe he just have based that response on previous Dean behaviour, because, let’s face it as much, as I’d want to punch a wall if that happened, it really wouldn’t be all that much out of character.

I’m going to put the next bit behind a cut because it went from somewhat reassuring up there ^ to bitter (about a slightly different, I guess, topic) whoops! So you know, feel free to ignore this bit!

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I hated the I am proud of us.As far as I am concerned that line should not have come from Dean.

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Anonymous asked:

maybe sam kills himself to heal dean with his blood like he was going to do to crowley. maybe an unexpected plot twist was that it turned sam into a demon instead of killing him. maybe sam forces another righteous man to heal dean so he dies instead. maybe sam forces dean down and shoves contacts in his eyes and pronounces him human again. maybe sam says I WILL DRINK YOUR BLOOD AND EMPTY YOU OF DEMON BLOOD SO YOU TURN BACK INTO HUMAN. maybe sam says fuck you bitch i'm out, peace!

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sweetsamofmine:

pahahahaha

maybe sam DOES just peace out and leaves.

maybe he goes through all this trouble, months of not knowing what the fuck happened to his brother. Dean was dead on the bed and then he was gone, and there was no explanation and there were no leads and so on top of grief there is all this confusion and unanswered questions. he he goes for months with barely any sleep, traveling from lead to lead as the come, sparse as they are. maybe he gets to the point where, like Dean, he has to wake up with a shot of whiskey and then follow it up with cup after cup of black coffee throughout the day, pouring over research, books, and lore, calling every hunter he knows that can help him jump from one clue to the next until finally he figures it out.

and it’s his worst nightmare. Dean is an actual demon, making a name for himself as such, terrorizing innocent people, making deals, collecting souls, the whole bit. but Dean said he’d rather die than live as a monster and Sam can’t leave Dean to die. not again, he thinks, not after Dean showed him so clearly what happens when Sam doesn’t look for him. 

so Sam digs in even further to lore about demons and finds out things they’ve never had to know before because as deep as they’ve been in with demons, it’s never been this bad. and he learns the incantations for spells that hurt his throat to say out loud, and his stomach turns just from reading over some of origins of these rituals, but Sam knows he can’t make the same mistake as before. he fights through and he does what he knows Dean would want and he finds a way to fix this for Dean.

he doesn’t have to die and he doesn’t have to stay a demon. Dean can be human again, and when it’s all over, Sam falls to his knees, covered in sweat, shaken, blood pouring from from his ears and nose, crouched, finally, in front of a fully-human Dean.

Sam looks up at his brother, so glad to finally see him there, there REAL him, and he knows he did what Dean would have wanted, and a weak smile spreads across his face. “Hey Dean,” he says, his voice raspy and broken. 

Dean shakes his head as the last of the demon sensations leave his body, his spirit feeling light, clean, and purified for the first time in months. he looks down at Sammy, who can barely stand up completely on his own and says “You shoulda just let me go, Sam! How could you do the things you did?” disappointment is smeared across Dean’s face.

Sam cocks his eyebrow at Dean and struggles to his feet. “For REAL? After everything I’ve been through to bring you back, that’s what you have to say?”

Dean blinks at him, “…yeah, I mean—”

"You were an ACTUAL. MONSTER. Dean…"

"Yeah! But, Sammy—"

"When I found you, you were literally killing for fun."

"You coulda shot me…"

"Yeah, because I’m so sure you would have done the same to me?"

"…uh…"

"I just cured you! You said you didn’t want to be a monster. BOOM. Not a monster."

"…but how you did it made me uncomfortable and looked scary. Ya sure you aren’t the monster?"

Sam rolls his eyes. “Uh, ya know what?” Sam turns on his heels towards the door behind him. “Fuck this. I’m out.” he chucks up the deuce before the door slams behind him. 

sam travels the world and sees all he always wanted to see. he reads every book ever. and enjoys salads from all over the globe. and gets a dog. and can’t believe the freedom he found after realizing nothing he ever did or ever could do would be the right thing to do in Dean’s eyes, no matter what it was. 

I LOVE this.

I LOVE this too

equine-ess:

tehriz:

even this very young specimen of cat has already mastered the “I totally meant to do that” save.

HOW CAN YOU NOT REBLOG THIS OH MY LIFE

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rococo-girls-shrine:

Hohenzollern castle in Germany is the ancestral seat of the Hohenzollern family, which emerged in the Middle Ages and eventually became Prussian emperors.
The castle is located on top of Berg (Mount) Hohenzollern at an elevation of 855 meters and was first constructed in the first part of the 11th century.
Among the historical artifacts of Prussian history contained in the castle today are the crown of Wilhelm II and some of the personal effects of Frederick the Great and a letter from US President George Washington thanking Baron von Steuben, a scion of the House of Hohenzollern, for his service in the American Revolutionary War. The castle is today a popular tourist destination.
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rococo-girls-shrine:

Hohenzollern castle in Germany is the ancestral seat of the Hohenzollern family, which emerged in the Middle Ages and eventually became Prussian emperors.
The castle is located on top of Berg (Mount) Hohenzollern at an elevation of 855 meters and was first constructed in the first part of the 11th century.
Among the historical artifacts of Prussian history contained in the castle today are the crown of Wilhelm II and some of the personal effects of Frederick the Great and a letter from US President George Washington thanking Baron von Steuben, a scion of the House of Hohenzollern, for his service in the American Revolutionary War. The castle is today a popular tourist destination.
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rococo-girls-shrine:

Hohenzollern castle in Germany is the ancestral seat of the Hohenzollern family, which emerged in the Middle Ages and eventually became Prussian emperors.

The castle is located on top of Berg (Mount) Hohenzollern at an elevation of 855 meters and was first constructed in the first part of the 11th century.

Among the historical artifacts of Prussian history contained in the castle today are the crown of Wilhelm II and some of the personal effects of Frederick the Great and a letter from US President George Washington thanking Baron von Steuben, a scion of the House of Hohenzollern, for his service in the American Revolutionary War. The castle is today a popular tourist destination.

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